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Tuesday, December 18, 2007

SELF RESPECT
There's something about living in a flannel nightgown that does something to a woman's self respect. Hey, nothing pinches, so eat the whole box of chocolate-covered graham crackers. I can still fit into the flannel gown after. No need to put on makeup because I'm just in my nightgown. The hair can go an extra day without washing. It's not like anyone is going to notice. If someone stops by, they won't get past the fact I have a red plaid flannel nightgown on.

Most of you know I've been felled by shingles. Yeah, the disease left over from chicken pox. And it's a bear to deal with. But dealing with living in a nightgown is hard too. I can't stand to put on a bra or have anything around my waist so I've been slouching around in two very big flannel nightgowns my mom got me. I've been stuck in the house for 2 1/2 weeks in this garb. Count 'em, that's 18 days and counting! I'm about to go nuts. Even now, my poor Christmas tree reproaches me. I put up the bare minimum lights on its branches. And there are no packages wrapped yet to put under it. Oh, I've got the shopping part done, thanks to the internet, but I haven't had the energy to wrap them.

I had another nerve block done yesterday with high hopes. Would you believe that thing only lasted until early this morning? At first I thought the pain's return was just the skin affected by the injection. But um, no. My old friend has returned. What do I have to do to show him he's not welcome here anymore? Put out a sign?

So I looked at myself this morning in the mirror. You look disgusting I said to the pasty faced woman in the mirror. You're going to get dressed today even if it hurts. You're going to wrap presents even if it hurts. You're going to do your hair even if you cry. You will write today and not take the mind-numbing Lyrica. Waiting around for it to just go isn't working so maybe just taking charge will at least give me my self respect back. And if a girl doesn't have that, what does she have?
Colleen Coble  
posted at 8:43 AM  
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At 9:25 AM, Blogger Southern-fried Fiction said...

Oh, Colleen, I can relate. It's fun to hang in a nightie all day ... for abotu 1 day. After that, give me back my life!!

But honey, maybe God's saying

S T O P - Be still.

You're so busy, maybe He just wants your attention for a while. Although, I might argue with the messanger. ;o)

Let Dave wrap the packages. You just try to relax ... like Di had to. ;)

Love you and I'm praying for you.

 
At 9:58 AM, Blogger Tricia said...

Bless your heart!

Shingles are absolutely the WORST!!

I think my kids ate Mac & Cheese and fish sticks, or whatever else my husband and 16 year old son could work up, for a month!

My bible study ladies brought some meals and that was so helpful!

I have never been felled like that before in my life!

Give up and go back to bed. Perhaps a Jane Austin marathon or 20 are in order?

North and South with Richard Armitage is a great movie and it is 5 hours long.

Go get back and bed with a dozen movies and give up your self respect, you can get that back later! :o)

 
At 10:56 AM, Blogger Diann Hunt said...

I hate it that you're feeling this way, Colleen! I think you've been given great advice from Ane and Tricia! Sometimes we just need to listen to our bodies, and yours is saying it's time for a break.

So kick back and make the most of it! Let hubby pick up the meals, shower you with books and movies! This will be over soon and you'll be better for having rested.

Praying for you!!

 
At 11:04 AM, Blogger Colleen Coble said...

You girls are just too happy. LOL I don't WANT to lay around. I'm way sick of it. But I know you're right. Sigh. Pass the chocolate covered graham crackers.

 
At 1:55 PM, Blogger Diann Hunt said...

What? Chocolate covered graham crackers? I've never heard of those!!! I see a trip to the grocery in my future . . . .

Have you started the movie marathon yet????

 
At 4:10 PM, Blogger Ausjenny said...

Colleen i do feel for you. I too would go mad stuck in a nighty that long (considering my are of the short variety!
But i know the Bra hurting part.
I have new ones and my back went out a few weeks back helping in a creche. (why is it babies dont want you to sit when you hold them!)
and Then a tummy bug thats hanging on and the bra feels like my back had been murdered. I know i can get relief easier. But praying you will get relief.

 
At 4:19 PM, Blogger Valerie said...

I completely understand and can relate. I was only 21 when I had those nasty buggers...all over the left side of my face. They were on my cornea and in my ear canal too. My eye swelled shut. The headaches were awful and I ended up having to repeat the first semester of my senior year of college.

Bless your heart. Sit back and do what you can to relax and let the healing happen.

Have you tried Domeboro solution? It will help with the pain and itching. I was also on a high dose of Zovirax - both oral and topical and it finally worked.

Praying for a full recovery...in HIS time. Bless you.

 
At 4:59 PM, Blogger Hopeful said...

That stinks. One of my friends had them in his eye. It was awful. My dad had a detached retina this summer and he had to lie face down for a week. He told us, "I've always wanted to have a week where I could do nothing but lie around. now that I have it, though, its the last thing I want to do! You can't do anything!" We ended up borrowing a message table from a friend (which has a hole in the face, you know) and we set up a TV under there (slanted upwards, of course) and would play board games with him, etc. But anyway, stick in there. You have our prayers and suppot.
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At 4:59 PM, Blogger Katy McKenna said...

You poor girl!! My sister had them recently, but hers resolved quicker. My general policy with sickness of this type is to give in to it and just work with it, baby. If I fight too hard, it only prolongs my recovery. Of course, there is spiritual battle, but that's not what I'm talking about. I can pray my heart out (and have others praying for me...) while resting and partaking of that movie marathon. I once had pneumonia that hung on for two months, and I'm convinced looking back that its longevity was directly related to the fact that I wouldn't rest!! Bless you, dear lady, with healing and elves. Many, many wrapping elves. Cooking ones, too. And cleaning elves. Those are my faves! :)

 
At 5:08 PM, Blogger Colleen Coble said...

I have wrapping elves coming on Thursday. their names are Diann and Denise! LOL They'll cheer me up for sure.

You're right, Ane. I don't WANT to rest. I need to just give into it. I'd done that for two weeks then thought this is enough. But God obviously has different ideas. LOL

I've heard about getting it in the eyes! It can BLIND you. I should be thankful!

 
At 7:36 PM, Blogger Cara Putman said...

Yikes! I was thinking about you today and wondering how you were doing. I was praying well on the road to recovery. Drat! Know that I'm praying for you!

I gave up Christmas baking this year -- can you believe it? Something had to give, and I said no to dozens and dozens of tasty treats. Next year!

 
At 12:07 AM, Blogger Pam Sanderlin said...

You poor thing! I'm praying that you'll get over your shingles soon! That's terrible! Thank God, though, for wrapping elves, comfortable flannel nightgowns, supportive husbands,and chocolate-covered graham crackers! And Christmas! Thank God for Christmas! :)

 
At 12:40 AM, Blogger Julie Carobini said...

How miserable is this? Ugh. SO sorry, Colleen. Di's right. Movie marathons can be the best. Think about all the ones you've never gotten around to seeing, and send Dave to the video store stat!

So glad you updated us. Praying for your speedy(ier) recovery!

 
At 7:55 AM, Blogger Pamela S. Meyers said...

Oh, Colleen, like Cara I was thinking you must be well on the road to recovery by now. So sorry for this. But God has his reasons. How's that for a pat answer!

Seriously, I know you'll look back on this and see why He allowed it. As for now, just snuggle up in that old flannel nightgown and be still.

When I was a kid my mom had shingles and couldn't stand a bra either. She wore pj's all day and used to the time to refinish an old upright piano. LOL. That's hardly being still but it worked for her.

 
At 8:18 AM, Blogger Rachel Hauck said...

Colleen, I love your spunk! Pain is hard to push through, but some days you just have to say, "It's my day, not pain's day."

Nevertheless, keeping you in prayer, friend!

Love, Rachel

 
At 11:37 AM, Blogger Rhonda Gibson said...

Oh Colleen, I had no idea you were in such pain! Girl, you are in my prayers. I'm glad to see that you are taking the good advice of these ladies. Wish I lived close, I'd help the "elves" wrap gifts for you. Love ya!

 
At 1:18 PM, Blogger Deena Peterson said...

Oh, sweet Colleen...I understand. That was exactly how I felt when my back was hurting SO badly and I was on so much medication that I felt like I was in a fog 24/7.

I'm just now getting into gear, but I feel so panicked and rushed that I can't seem to enjoy a moment of it.

Father God, I pray for relief for my sweet sister. I pray for a day of no pain, and joy to return to her soul. I pray for strength for her to accomplish her tasks. I pray for peace as she waits upon You. I pray for total and complete healing. I pray for clarity of thought even as she takes her medicines. And I pray for over and abundant blessings to rain down on her in a soothing, healing rain from Heaven.
In Jesus' powerful name I pray,
Amen.

 
At 9:48 PM, Blogger Colleen Coble said...

Thanks for all the prayers, girls! It's so worked. I'm feeling MUCH better today. Like I've turned a corner. Dave came home at lunch and said it was so good to see me smiling. There has been little smiling around here. LOL

 
At 12:20 PM, Blogger Tina Ann Forkner said...

You are entitled to not look so great in the mirror after being so sick, but I bet you weren't THAT bad. :)

 
At 2:07 AM, Blogger Unknown said...

I'm so glad to hear smiling again!
Keep getting better. :)

 

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